Realize-Colbie Caillet

Take time to realize
That your warmth is what i want

But I can't spell it out for you
No, it's never gonna be that simple

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now

Take time to realize that
This all can pass you by

It's not always the same
no, it's never the same
if you don't feel it too

We missed out on each other now...

Realized it finally...
Yet,is too late...

梦

芭蕾第六级在上个月的考试后，也告了一段落了．．．

我想继续学下去
但是我却只会呆在古晋到今年年底
在吉隆坡继续学的话也会遇到一些问题
如要去哪间舞蹈学院，交通，学费，习舞时间表等等．．．

我还是如往常一样
一星期三次芭蕾课
老师也开始进入　ｐｒｅ－ｍａｊｏｒ　ｂａｌｌｅｔ　ｓｙｌｌａｂｕｓ
我还买了　Ｄｅｍｉ－ｐｏｉｎｔｅ　ｓｈｏｅｓ，ＲＭ１３５
有点贵．．．但很喜欢！

很希望有一天我可以有自己的粉红　ｂａｌｌｅｔ　Ｔｕｔｕ呢！
穿着自己的　Ｂａｌｌｅｔ　Ｔｕｔｕ，拍有芭蕾艺术美感的照片或海报会是怎么样的感觉．．．？
在自己的房间挂上自己的芭蕾海报型照片应该很棒吧！
连晚上睡觉都会做芭蕾天鹅美梦．．．太棒了！！
（在做白日梦当中．．．）

有梦想的人是美的，我确信．．．
但不知到白日梦算不算．．．

第一次用华语，感觉还不错哦！

Celebrating Bday

Today is my best buddy ---> Rou Xiang's birthday.

We supposed to meet at my house at 5:30PM, but the Bday girl was late. She finally reached my house at 6:30PM. We went to Jalan Simpang Tiga,99 Fashion. Yeah, Patty and I decided to buy her a set of clothes as present for this year. Rou Xiang was shy to choose the clothes, so I walked around and took 4-5 clothes and forced her to the fitting room. Finally, we bought a pair of black stocking, a clothes woth black & white strip, and a elastic belt with a big ribbon. We required Bday girl to wear this set and later on, we went to the Scotland,located just beside the 4mile Everise.

We reached the Scotland at 7:30PM, were waiting for another 2 guys to come. Finally, they shows up, at 8Pm. We ordered nice food and drink (Scotland don't have much choice of drinks although). We chit chatting and enjoying our food. After dinner, we had a chocolate cake as our dessert. Hmm... I'm dont really like to eat chocolate cake,it is too sweet for me.

We left there at about 9:15Pm. We had a nice night tonight...

Happy Birthday ya Rou Xiang



Taken in the fitting room, Rou Xiang with her new clothes (this is the first time she wear black stocking and this type of belt), Patty and me,Penny


Taken at Scotland, Penny with Bday girl



Bday girl with the cake



Three of Us, Best Buddy



The chocolate cake, the most failure part tonight. No body like to eat chocolate cake...

Ballet Exam Result---Honors

Went to ballet class like usual,yet today was a bit different. Yes,it is. Today i got my CSTD Ballet Examination result......
I got honors

I have two kind of thought after i got the result

Think negatively:
I aimed for honors plus actually
I know my weakness
My stamina is insufficient at the solo dance part
Lost mark in that section
I should train my stamina earlier
I shouldn't give up when i was in Form1
I shouldn't give up no matter what

Think positively:
I've tried my best
And this is my first time taking ballet exam (i used to took part in Chinese Traditional Dance exam)
I have given up dance for 5 years long
I do not wan to compare with others
I compete with myself

hmm...i should thinking positively

17 of us took part,few of us fail and few of us gonna quit after this, my partner-Pei Ling also gonna quit too... feel sad when i heard it...

I've decided to continue the pre-major ballet class, unfortunately, i can only joining them until the end of this year. I wanted to continue my ballet when i go KL next year,hope that i can find a good dance academy school there.



Got the result like this,this is what so called "doctor handwriting". Din expect that ballet examiner also do this writing. haha. I can only read few words like "well done,good presentation, very carefully done, good performance, good try, becarful with the technique, be careful not to move the body alignment..."

The examiner is Merilyn Fishers, from Australia
note:CDST ballet syllabus is from Australia

CSTD Ballet Examination

Event: CSTD Ballet Examination
Time: 4:30-5:15Pm
Date: 16/7/2009 (Thursday)
Venue: The Dance Academy (Kuching)

I went there at 2PM for my final last practice. This is my first time taking Ballet Exam as i used to sit for the Chinese Dance Examination since childhood. I skipped Ballet grade 1-5 actually. But i try my best to cope with them, who do ballet since they are young. I'm going to continue my ballet pre-major class, yeah,i aim to be the ballet performer. During the exam, the participants go into the exam hall as a pair. I pair with Pei Ling, we are the last group for today. The examination making scheme is divided into barre, center work I, center work II and dance. here are the syllubus:

CSTD Grade 6 Barre Work:
1-Rhythm Warm-Up
2-Plie Exercise
3-Battements Tendus (to stretch), Battements Glisses (to brush) and Grands Battements (to kick)
4-Ronds de Jambes (circular movement) a Terre (on the floor)
5-Petits Battements (small and sharp movement) and Battments Frappes (striking movement)
6-Developpe Exercise (unfolding movement)
7-Releve (Bounching movement) Exercise for Demi-pointe
8-Beaten (beating of the legs) Exercise at Barre
9-Exercise for head, shoulders and upper body placement

Center work I:
1-Port de Bras (movement of the arms)
2-Battements Tendus with temps lie (transfer of weight)
3-Pirouette exercise (turning on one leg)
4-Adage study 1
5-Adage study 2
(Adage-slow movement)

Center work II:
1-Allegro study1
2-Allegro study 2
3-Allegro study 3
(Allegro-fast movement)

Dance:
1-Free movement
2-Classical Ballet Dance-solo
3-National Dance-solo (i choose Mongolian dance at this section)
4-Curtsey

The barre work i did as well as usually in the class, should be no problems. The center work I, the pirouette i didn't do well, the first 2 turns is nice-looking but the other two turns i did lousily...i should sleep early last night. Piroutte sometime is depend on the semi-circular canal located inside human ears, this small little cute organ helps in body balancing.(go far from ballet already...haha). Hope the examiner likes my dance presentation. Allegro is the most energy-expensive part. First allegro i used too much energy,so i was lack of energy for the second and third allegro. I think i didn't scold well in the allegro part...sad,sad. My stamina is poor that cant stand for three allegro exercises. Last part, dance, the key point for candidate to win mark at this part is, imagine yourself is performing on the stage, not in front of the examiner. I, didn't dance as freely as usual, a bit nervous i guess. this is my first time...

Right now,i still continue my pre-major class at KCH, hope that i can find a dance school in KL who teach CSTD ballet syllubus, (RAD syllubus also accepted). i have no time to regret my past but keep practicing and dancing... Oh,feel sad that my partner,pei ling gonna give up ballet after grade 6. Anyway,result out next week. See if i have the chance to post the Australian examinar and my partner,hehe


Julie Teacher was helping me to tie my hair


Me and My partner,Pei Ling



Exam Paper

Ballet Extra Class

Attended ballet class today, 3-4:30PM. This is an extra class actually so only few of us were practicing. The CSTD ballet examination is in the middle of July. Me and my partner (we sit for the exam as a pair) is on 16th of July, 4:30-5:30PM. I'm really excited about it and I aim for the best result. I will definitely put more more effort on it.


The place where we have ballet class every Saturday. Going to have a renovation before the examination.


Arabesque [a-ra-BESK], one of the poses in ballet where body supported by one leg, with another leg extended at the right angles to it, and the arms held in various harmonious position.


Attitude [a-tee-TEWD], body supported by one leg with another leg lifted at the back, the knee bent at 90 degree. Lifted leg has to be well turned out so that the knee is higher than the foot.


Retiré [ruh-tee-RAY]. Another poses in ballet where the pointed toe rests in front (or behind or to the side) of the supporting knee


Preparation stap, fifth position with right foot Devant [duh-VAHN]=right foot in front
Guess which one is me..

BBQ Night

We had a BBQ night at Nancy's place, A new Condominium located just beside the MJC. i brought my 2 sisters there. We reached there at about 6:15Pm and i went to the swimming pool with my youngest sisters. The BBQ supposed to start at 7:30Pm but we tried so hard to burn the charcoal.


Trying hard to burn the charcoal


Finally,Charcoal burn (8:30PM)


Chicken wings, corns, hot dogs,3 layer pork and sweet potatoes...


Nancy & Penny


With my sisters..

Shang Hai Ren Jia Restaurant

Shang Hai Ren Jia Restaurant, located at the Jalan Kereta Api, 3 miles. I, and my 2 younger sisters went there for the Dim Sum buffet. RM10 per person. Special promotion from 27-28th June 2009, 8Am till 2PM only. Apart from Dim Sum, there are normal food like fried bee hon, Yang Chou Fried rice, Fried Mee and porridge... There is another dim sum which is not provided during the promotion day, the Shang Hai Tang (soup) Bau, this is really nice, for me! Here are pictures to share with.


Dumplings,my favourite!! Really nice...


Different kind of Dim Sum


Sandra with Xiao Lung Pau, nice!!


Sisters with the unlimited Dim Sum!!

Father's Day

Today is Father's Day,my family and I went out for Father's Day dinner. My sister didn't book any restaurant so,we were hardly to find a place for the dinner. We went to so many place and at the end, we reached Ling Long Cafe where there was only a free table. The food took so long to serve. We were chit-chatting. Honestly,i seldom talk to my dad. Every time when he pick me to school,along the journey we seldom talk. I only say bye when i get down the car. I know i shouldn't. I actually care about him but i dont know how to show him. I did blame at him, for his stubbornness but now not anymore. After the dinner,we went to boulevard and buy stuff. My dad loves to go boulevard hypermarket. I'm not a good child as i always reject him when he asked me to go there with him. Family is something i want to cherish now. Maybe, i should talk more often to him and spend more time with him and family, as i'm leaving home very soon...

Dad,Happy Father's Day. Stay healthy and strong forever

Some dishes we ordered at Ling Long Cafe

Butter Prawns-My favourite


Small Kai Lan


Thai style Mango Fish-Nice


Sweet & Sour Pork, Bi Lim


Taken after the dinner

Small Gawai Celebration

Event:Gawai Celebration
Venue:UCSI Sarawak campus auditorium
Time:1030-1200
Date:12 June 2009
Refreshment, performances include (bidayuh tradisional dance and musical drama) and tatoo service provided.

I'm in charge in doing Bidayuh traditional dance with another 2 girls and 2 boys. And also giving tatoo service by using cosmetics. The event is not bad, about 60 participants. The most interesting part is the tatoo service. We provide 3 different tatoo services, one is using something like water color (but is for body one), one is using indian ink (the tatoo can last about 2 weeks) and another one is using cosmetics. Feel kind of weird when holding lecturer's hand and performe the tatoo service for them. Anyway, i enjoy in it,feel like giving more and more interesting idea for the next coming event in campus


One of my achievement!!


Three Bidayuh girls. Nancy Penny Eunice

Permai Trip

Event:Permai Day Trip
Venue:Camp Permai
Time:0800-1700
Date:6 June 2009
Fee:RM12

*Lunch,mini games and Treasure Hunt*

There were about 40 participant (inclusive committee members). I was in charge all the games and the Treasure Hunt. We have 6 stations, every stations will have a game or task (in charge by the committee member) which every group have to play, the game or the task usually required team work. In my station, the task is like this, ask all the group members to go into the small pond, provide them with 1 manila card, scissors, markers and cutters. Required them to do 4 masks (of their group animal) from those stuff. Provided nothing drop into the water, the masks are wearable, and also, shake their butt while making masks. Other station games include, Finding small marbles in the ice water tank by using legs (dip the legs into the ice water), Transferring 20 rubber bands by using toothpick (hold the toothpick on mouth), hold a partially inflated balloon by mouths,sing a song while playing (transferring) hula-hoop, and many more... Hope all the participants enjoy in the games


Yellow Group with their snake masks


Purple group with their wolf masks


Blue group with their Cat masks,miao miao

Dance Performance

Participated a dance performance on Sunday night,i took part in Japan dance (with Geta and pillow-like object at the back), Chinese folk dance and Malay dance. I didn't take my own photo...but still,here are some pictures to share with (some was taken during rehearsal)


The last pose of the Opening Dance that night


Mongolian Dance,which i used to dance last time


Cute Kids


Chinese Folk Dance Dancers...


Got is after the performance because i participate as special dancer

The night before my 20th birthday

Today is actually Mother's Day. My mum is not at Kch now so I went to Cheese & Tea with a few of friends. Not much people coming to my birthday gathering...What to say,my birthday always come along with Mother's Day or one/two day earlier/later, most of them went to celebrate with their mummy. Anyway, i still feel happy because they are my super best friends! About the food,We ordered 4 kind of different tea (only have tea in the menu,i guess that is why it named Cheese & Tea) but they test almost the same,even the color also look the same. For the food, not much choices too, we ordered baked cheese rice,pizza,fried chicken with rice, tomato spaghetti and creamy carbonara pasta. Honest speaking...only the creamy carbonara pasta test not bad,others are really...not nice. At there,we spend quality time together, chatting...



The creamy carbonbara


Another present,dress with necklace,I like it very much


Sunglass,pretty cool. Like it too


My coolest friends with the present- Mini Microscope
Usage:Limited
Magnification power:Limited
Resolution Power:Limited
Apparatus:Inadequate
Price:PRICELESS FRIENDSHIP
They wish me to be a successful Scientist.Thank ya...


Me,with my new dress...

Fantastic Make Up Competition

There is a Fantastic Make Up Competition at Kuching, most of the participants are from Perfect Image and Monica Academic. My sister start learning make up since Jun,last year. So...I went there as her model. The theme for this competition is The Seasons, participants can choose either one season and express the season out fantastically on the model face with cosmetics. But...end out it became like a fantastic Fashion Show. Here are some pictures to share with...


The Winter Queen -- No.1


The Spring Butterfly -- No 2


The Spring Flower Tinkerbell -- No.3


One of the Autumn model


One of the Spring Model